Still, I can only try.
I find the nature of this illness endlessly fascinating, outside of having it myself, that is, I'm still trying to come to terms with it, and everywhere I look people seem to be at a much more advanced understanding of their own situation and I feel I'm beyond out of my depth and haven't the slightest idea how to begin trying to explain myself or communicate with anyone about it.
But I got this far. I can only hope I'm not going to be alone.
For anyone out there, I wish you well.